Complication......

Should i stay or should i go?
should i wait or should i just ignore?
should i be patient or should i be angry?
should i runaway or should i look for a solution...?

what is becoming of me?
this heart has been hurt way too much,
the cut is just way too deep,
it wont be going anywhere for a very long time....


I've made my promise too YOU,
but now i dunno wether can i keep it or not,
you've been giving me signs aksing me to go but you want me too stay....



PLZ dear make up ur mind....
PlZ dont play wif my heart.....
PlZ dont LIE to me anymore....
PLZ dont push me and then pull me again...
IT MAKE ME SICK!!!!!
I'M SICK OF DA PUSHING AND PULLING!!!!

never gotten that angry before to a girl,
it feels like u want to do sumtin but u cant,
its kinda unfair............

But in the end it make me realise that im stupid to make sumtin like that makes me want to hate her...

End of the day it make me feel i want her even more.....

SOOO SOOO SORRY for making u upset, u deserve better....

Ill try to be better, im still adapting with this new feeling that im feeling right now...

Last Words: Im goin to stay and hope for the best for me and "YOU"

I LOVE HOW THE MOON GLOWS :)

Perasaan Baru

Theres a new feling which i never felt before,
most people said its a good feeling,
some people has never felt it before,
some peole has been searching for this feeling their whole life and not finding it,
somehow this new feeling is juz making me more and more confused...

Is this real?

Or

Is it just my brain and my heart is having a fight with each other....

3:45 .m

Tired

Relief

Sleepy

Happy

Hurt

Satisfied

Annoyed

Unconviced

Waitting

Amazed

Angry

Lonely

Sad

Missing "YOU"

Empty

=

CONFUSED!!!!

p/s: My life and feeling has gotten soooo complicated and sooo messed-up, yet im greatful to know "YOU" and never regret for getting close to "YOU"